Reality Check with Neptune and Saturn is happening this month. So we begin with Dreams and Illusions. Timelines and energy drains, along with past lives and parallel lives.  So I will ask you this...Have you ever felt like a part of you was somewhere else?

Not quite here. Not quite now. Living in the echoes of what was… or the ache of what could have been?

That’s not your imagination.

It’s your soul—calling you home. It's your energy streaming outside of you. It's your consciousness active and peeking through with fleeting awareness. It is pieces and parts of you operating in another realm.  This is more important than might realize,

This is more important than one might realize, as this week, Neptune—the mystic of the cosmos—turns retrograde.

And while we often hear about retrogrades as delays or disruptions, I want to offer you a deeper lens:

Retrogrades are prescriptions for evolution.
They show us what’s ready to be revised, retrieved, reimagined and redefined. They are soul medicine for the parts of us living out of sync with our power and presence as master manifestor's.

And Neptune? Neptune writes the prescription for the realms we cannot see but feel. We cannot touch, yet experience.

Dreams.
Fantasies.
Addictions.
Obsession.
Spiritual longing.
Unfinished desires, and the energetic soul streams that run through time like quiet rivers beneath the surface of our lives. The quantum entanglements with desires unfulfilled, hurts on replay, and deep grooves of thoughts and lives still active in the unconscious.

Neptune rules dreams and illusions. But not to punish us.
To wake us from the ones that have quietly stolen our energy. And drop us into the presence of a new dreamality that is both dreamt, embodied and lived.

Soul retrievals, past lives, parallel lives—what do they all have in common?
They are active streams of your energy... living elsewhere. Quantum entanglements of your energy through the unseen fabric of space and time. They are in your consciousness, yet not necessarily being your physical reality. As if the two are happening simultaneously, both existing. Sometimes it is the past taking up the present, rather than the present creating space for the future. Even more subtle, these can be the quietest timelines whispering in your mind and your heart, just under the surface that take up the most energy, the most space;

That relationship you poured your whole being into?
That dream that never materialized?
That version of yourself who still grieves, longs, or tries to “get it right” in another dimension?

They’re real—but they’re not here.

And every time you give energy to those old timelines…You are giving away power you need right now.

Because here’s a truth:

You cannot manifest your full dream from half your presence.
You cannot live your highest timeline when your light is leaking into unfulfilled wishes, unhealed hurts, or unconscious fantasies.

This is the sacred work of Neptune Retrograde.

Not to judge your dreams, but to refine them.
To dissolve the should's, woulds, and could's you’ve been unconsciously clinging to—and call all of your consciousness back into this moment.

So you can wake from the illusions and dream anew again.
Bigger. Bolder. Clearer.

Because what you once dreamed at half your power is not the same as what you’ll create at full power. And what you called a dream might’ve just been a distraction… a detour… a timeline that you only needed enter for a moment, or a karmic memory asking to be released.  None of these are your ultimate destination...they were simply part of the journey of experiences, to get you to your most fulfilling destinations.

It’s time to illuminate the projections.
The personas.
The false timelines.
The fantasy love stories that were never yours to live. 

Because your waking dream is far too important to leave your energy scattered across five timelines, old lives, and wishes of something different
When you unknowingly or unconsciously do this, you don’t just feel exhausted—You feel unrealized. Confused. Discombobulated. Indecisive. 

And you were not born to be a concept of multiple timelines, of the past in the present. You were born to embody the dream your soul came here to live - The waking dream! 🌀

So this is your invitation, beautiful soul:

Call yourself back.
Call all versions of you home.

Let go of the old identities, dreams, stories, and soul contracts that you desired for a moment, or in another life. They were aligned for a moment in time, but time is shifting and so are you. It's time to align with your true empowerment and power of manifestation to craft spiritual realities in powerful forms.

Use this Neptune retrograde as a sacred prescription to:

• Retrieve your power from past lives and alternate selves

• Heal your projections and obsessions with clarity

• Refine the dreams that are actually yours and what you actually want

• And start building from your whole, sovereign, sacred self

Because the seed of each desire once planted… blooms another reality.
But only when your presence is fully here can you choose which garden to water. 

With Venus now moving into Gemini, expect mental shifts, emotional revelations, and heart-level insight to support this process. She will help you articulate, unravel, and reimagine your future as you clear the fog Neptune reveals.

Let yourself grieve what never was.
Let yourself love who you’ve been.
Let yourself untether, unravel from all those places and people and versions of you.

Let yourself come back to this moment. Let yourself be powerfully nurtured by your whole soul. And dream powerfully anew AND manifest equally as powerfully in your reality with your full essence.

This is your timeline now.

Much love,
Erin

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