There are seasons in life that feel subtle…And then there are moments like this one—Where everything in the cosmos is shifting. July marks a shift that will change the collective at a core level.

And you feel it deeply.
In your breath.
In your bones.
In the ache of what's unraveling, and the strange clarity of what’s arriving. The knowing that you can't quite place, yet seems to be getting stronger and louder, than the past, than the pain, than what was.

Let me speak plainly and directly.

Your old self will not survive this shift.

Because you were never meant to.

Right now, three great teachers are in retrograde:
Neptune. Pluto. And as of this weekend—Saturn.

Saturn is not just the “taskmaster” of the cosmos—he is the spiritual architect. The karmic initiator.
The one who hands you the blueprint and asks, “Are you ready to build what you say you want?”

And when he goes retrograde…
He doesn’t just slow things down.
He turns the mirror inward. 

To show you where you’ve been building from wounds instead of wisdom.
Where you’ve used blame to avoid responsibility.
Where your foundations—identity, energy, boundaries—were shaped by survival, separation, lack... instead of truth.

But more importantly…He shows you how to build again. From within. From sovereignty. From a structure and method of empowerment, innovation, possibility and inner order. From the sacred I AM.

As Saturn retrogrades across the bridge between Pisces and Aries—
Know that this is no small thing.

Saturn is walking you from illusion to identity.  From boundaryless compassion to wise discernment.
From emotional overwhelm to spiritual architecture. From a mind of chaos, to a mind of order and peace. From the world ruling you, to you ruling your world.

Pisces whispers: "Where have I been leaking energy into what I cannot change?"
Aries asks: "Who am I becoming, Who am I now, and what am I creating from this identity?"

This is not about choosing between your softness and your structure. This is about becoming the embodied union of both.

There are timelines collapsing within you. Versions of self, once built on fear or fantasy, pain or lack, wounds or separation, are dissolving.
Old mental loops that told you you couldn’t, or shouldn’t, or weren’t ready are breaking apart, creating space and order for the I AM, I CAN, I WILL, I DO, I AM.

And yes, there may be grief in letting go. There may be discomfort.
But there is also immense liberation.

Because when you stop blaming what hurt you, you start building what heals you.

When you stop circling the same thoughts, you start receiving divine ones.

When you stop identifying with the wound, you start remembering the truth of the I AM. 

Beloved, your new self is not a “better” version of your old self.

She/He is someone entirely different.
She/He is made of truth, not illusion.
SheHe is built from devotion, not reaction.
She/He is wise. Disciplined. Grounded. Wildly free.

And she/he is asking for your full yes.

So what does this look like now?

It looks like choosing coherence between your heart and your mind.
It looks like sacred structure, not to restrict you—but to channel your divine current with power.
It looks like clearing the energy leaks, reclaiming your mental field, and calling your soul back into alignment.

This is Saturn’s gift.
It may not be wrapped in ease…
But it’s everything your soul yearns for, everything you've asked for.

The mirror is here.

The foundation is shifting.

The structure is changing.

The method is merging.

The I AM is rising.

With love, devotion, and the fiercest faith in your becoming - in all of our becoming.

Erin xo

🕊 P.S. There are moments when your soul is asking for deeper guidance—this may be one of them.

If you feel the weight of this shift…
If you’re standing between what has ended and what is yet to be built—
And if you know that this version of you… the real you… is ready to be seen, reclaimed, and embodied fully—

Then this is your invitation.

My Private Spiritual Sessions are sacred containers of connection, remembrance, restoration, and realignment.

We will:

• Illuminate the unconscious contracts and loops ready to be released

• Retrieve the wisdom & power you’ve left behind in other timelines or versions of self

• Anchor your frequency back into your true I AM identity

• Receive divine guidance tailored to you, now, in this exact threshold of transformation

Together, we’ll clear the fog, call your soul home, and nurture the seeds of your next era—from a place of grounded truth, higher vision, and sacred empowerment.

✨ Your future self is waiting on your full return. Let’s bring her/him forward.

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