This Is My Story

If you asked me how I came to walk this path, I’d tell you the truth:

I didn’t choose it— It chose me.

My spiritual awakening began in the most unimaginable way.

In 2010, my youngest daughter, Ava, passed away suddenly. My world shattered. Her death was only the beginning of the unraveling—
I lost everything financially. I had to rely on family to feed and shelter myself and my two other children.
Then came a mysterious illness that no doctor could name or heal. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t function, couldn’t find my way back to life.

And then came the darkest night of my soul.
A depth of despair so dense and consuming that even my light—the one I’d always carried—went out.
I stood in the woods one day and whispered to the trees,
"God... I give up. I can’t do this anymore."

I meant it.

And as I surrendered to that truth, began to plan my way out…

A miracle happened.

Just days later, I received a call from a woman I hadn't spoken to in a long time, who had no idea what I was going through.
She said, “Ava has been coming to me for weeks crying. She says you gave up. She says, ‘You can’t give up, Mommy. You have to learn how to do this.’”

And in that moment, everything shifted.

Something flickered back to life inside me.
A spark.
A remembrance.
A reason to keep going.

I was brought back to life by a message from my daughter in Spirit—delivered through a medium—at the exact moment I needed it most.

And so began my healing.
Slowly at first… but steadily, angels began appearing in many forms:
Doctors, therapists, guides, earth angels, and soul friends.
And with each connection, my strength returned.

The more I opened to Spirit—especially to Ava—the more I healed.
She became my teacher in the unseen.
Through her guidance, I learned the sacred arts of connection:
How to commune with guides and angelic realms, exploring the dimensional planes.
How to work with energy, consciousness, and quantum fields,
How to alchemize grief into wisdom and power, and transform pain into purpose, shadow into light.

Ava is the reason I say: Grief is the Bringer of Light.

She is why I developed the spiritual tools to heal myself, and why I now teach others how to access the divine wisdom within.
She is the voice behind so much of what I know and share.
She is the reason I walk this path of transformation, magic, and remembrance.

I once said I didn’t choose this path—it chose me.
But now, I know a deeper truth:

This path chose me…
because on some level, I chose it.
I chose to become it.
To become her.
To become me.

This is the path that led me to my Purpose.
To my Spirit.
To my Freedom.
To my Joy.

Now I ask you, beautiful soul:

What path is your heart asking you to become?